Darling
She's seventeen years old; born on April 12th at 12:04 A.M. Employed at a local amusement park in the kiddie section. Taken as of July 9th at 11:50PM. She's an artist, a writer, and webdesigner. Prefers being up late rather than up early. Depressed but doing just fine at the moment.
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Welcome
I welcome you to my little cyber crib, Murder Tramp. I promise you that there will be cursing/swearing and rather obscene language depending on where you go. I've kind of neglected this bloggeh of mine for too long, but I'm hoping to change that soon enough.
The Blogging Is Now Here
tell your friends i'll be dead when you read this...
Yeah. I'm going to be so pissed off whenever I come here until I get an FTP server to use, so that I can change that relationship status in the navi. My stomach is in a knot, my heart is aching, and out of nowhere I just started crying. I still am.
The bitch about it is that I was the one who pretty much said the words that ended it. He just had to have the last word, because he's a spiteful jerk when it comes to rejection.. And I "rejected" him.
I'm the one who ended it. So why the FUCK am I the one who's so upset and crying randomly about this?
It's almost definitely because of the words said.
Like, "waste of time"
and
"this wasn't a relationship anyway."
It has to be the spite.
I tried so hard to be ready for it. I tried so hard to just shut myself off from him emotionally. It obviously didn't work. I wanted so badly not to cry over a guy. Yet, at the same time I know that I was able to emotionally open up to a guy.
I feel so pathetic right now it's not even funny.
Posted on Aug 27 2008 by Kat
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